March 2011
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August 2010
1 post
It's been so long...
WOW! I haven’t been on this for a while…well lets see..
JayRyan & Jayliana are WONDERFUL! I love these two even though sometimes they can drive me insane. They both are learning so much and are growing way too fast. I don’t plan to have another one until Jayliana is 3 or older, depending on how my career search goes..But honestly, I do LOVE babies! and I do constantly think...
December 2009
2 posts
Dear Santa,
I’ve been a good girl this year and here is my list:
LOTS of Hello Kitty Pajamas sz. M
A new cell phone because my dash is a butt crack
A portable heater for my room so my little family can keep warm at night since our bed is on top of our heater and its covering it.
Winter warm clothes or accessories
Make up so I can look pretty
A hand held dirt devil vaccum for my car!
& gift...
Seriously, I’m soo freakin tired of being pregnant. I always bump my belly onto something and it hurts. My ugly belly button looks so fuckin gross. This belly is too heavy to be in the middle of my body. My damn fuckin lower back hurts and is hella achy. I need a damn massage! I feel like my belly has “dropped” but honestly I can’t tell if it has or not yet. Shes still...
November 2009
8 posts
Thanksgiving was great! I seriously ate hella. Got up probably almost 10 times to get food. But it was nice seeing the family together. 4 hours up at the outlet in Marysville, we were so tired and cold so we left. Got a bunch of stuff for the kids. Woke up Friday morning around 10ish and went to Target. The sale there was alright.. didnt do much Friday except napping and southcenter later that...
My weekly plan..
today, Sunday- stay at my moms and do homework.
Monday- School. M&P<3 2 years & 7 months.
Tuesday- School. Bf’s off!
Wednesday- School. Go grocery shopping for Thanksgiving Dinner.
Thursday-NO SCHOOL!! THANKSGIVING! Marysville later that night. 32 wks.
Friday- NO SCHOOL!! BLACK FRIDAY! Maybe Walmart, Target, or Babies R Us…Undecided..Or Sears.
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Man..honestly I’m really ready to have this baby. Tired of carrying her inside my belly. Shes heavy, I feel my stomach stretching, my body aches like shit!, I’m irritated, annoyed, frustrated…this shit is just driving me crazy. Tomorrow I’ll be 31 weeks, still not yet considered full term…WISH it was though. Hate sleeping at night because its so damn hard to sleep...
I feel like this week is going to go VERY slow..Tuesday I have ANOTHER ob appointment after school and thats one of Phus’ days off & honey’s pay day Thursday to pay rest of bills. Next Sunday I’m SO EXCITED to put up our Christmas tree and get the holidays started. Still have to go Thanksgiving grocery shopping because I wanna cook a feast for my family lol. EXCEPT the whole...
JayRyan had his 18mons check up today and he is weighing about 26.9lbs. and height is 32ins. He got 4 shots and his doctor gave him a new book!
I love JayRyan so much! He amazes me every single day! Learns so much. Knows so many words. Hes a very smart little boy I must say. I’m such a proud parent to him and I can’t wait until JayLeAnah is here!
STRESS STRESS STRESS.
So..baby shower was yesterday. Finally it came and I’m so glad for all the family and friends who came. We got a lot of stuff JayLeAnah and I love all the gifts! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYONE WHO CAME AND PLAYED GAMES AND ATE AND FOR THE GIFTS!! We really appreciated it and now we wait for her arrival…HOPEFULLY it’s not a long wait.
Seriously, I had a lot of fun at the baby...
*Sigh.. 19 years old, 2 kids, a house with bills, and school.. I can’t imagine life without Phu to help me out with JayRyan and working to support our little family. He amazes me even though he sometimes gets on my nerves. I have the best boyfriend ever. I’m pretty sure most guys out there wouldn’t have even stuck around for this long. I love my honey more then ever!
Lately..
Sometimes it’s irritating when you over think things, like you think too much over something that happened and it just annoys the hell out of you! Anyways, either it’s hormones or its just me be being the bitch that I am.
So last night I had this dream.. how Phu cheated on me with this girl and tried to hide it. Thinking I wouldn’t find out but I did and we broke up and...