Man..honestly I’m really ready to have this baby. Tired of carrying her inside my belly. Shes heavy, I feel my stomach stretching, my body aches like shit!, I’m irritated, annoyed, frustrated…this shit is just driving me crazy. Tomorrow I’ll be 31 weeks, still not yet considered full term…WISH it was though. Hate sleeping at night because its so damn hard to sleep when she moves so much and then getting up in the morning is such a hassle. I feel like a big fat buffalo…*sigh.. Never did I thought this pregnancy was going to be so hard and tiring. I had it so EASY! with JayRyan… These last 10 weeks are going to go sooo SLOW….
Fall quarter ends December 15th…by then I’ll be 34.5 weeks… almost full term, I seriously hope she comes early during winter break! Because Winter quarter is going to be long and hard. 6 hours of school 3 days a week, and 12 hours of school 2 days a week…I can’t wait for all the homework! I’m going to be super busy during winter quarter with all the school stuff and 2 kids… But I know its going to pay off. I’ll do WHATEVER I can and WHATEVER it takes to make sure I get my AAS degree by Fall 2010! That’s when I know my life for my family will be so much easier! And for Phu to not work so hard and so I can help financially. I’m so excited! I owe a lot to my honey. I love this man so much!
